Miscarriage

Supposed my expectation on 16-9-2010, we were happily and preparing everything for the 3rd baby. Especially my hubby, he was super duper excited for welcoming the baby, we were discuss we must throw a big party for this baby and factory will be closed as this was our plan for 2 years ago.

Unfortunately, on 8/2 morning I admitted hospital, doctor told that baby no more heart beat, baby size does not match the actual date..... hubby is the one who hurt the most at that time... my 2 kids were sad they keep on asking where is our "mei mei"? Hubby & me was thinking the best way to explain to them... luckily they are very understanding and behave themselves as I need to sit for confinement for 2 weeks, which mean I can't simply go anywhere & eat CNY junk food during CNY...

I told myself, I will marked this date 8/2/2010 in my life... She has left us, she doesn't want to become my baby and our family... what to do? ... life still go on....

Hooray ~ It's School Holidays

Yes !! It's school holidays now.. It seems that I'm happier than my kids... simply because I don't have to wake up so early, prepare meals for my kids, shower, do revision, do homework , and so on... can see how's my busy daily schedule and this is why I can't blogging for the past few month...